can’t you hear me screaming?

my mouth is wide
and the sky is void
and i’m trying to fill it with my voice.
hear me!

where is your heart?

you left it at my house!

and everywhere i turn
everywhere i look
it’s there,
mocking me.

let me in,
it sings to me.
i cover my ears to block it out
but i can feel it trying to enter me
so i scream.

why did you leave your heart here
for the relentless aide memoire?

i want…I WANT TO LOVE YOU!

but i’m too afraid.
afraid i’ll fall so hard and so fast
that i’ll explode into a million pieces.

so i scream.